eyy.
my life is so screwed up. why liddat. in the eyes of others. qiyi, a pampered girl. with an understanding mother, a high-paid father, and a handsome and caring brother. shit. these are all fking shits. fking pieces of shit. let me tell you. the truth is. no. a girl who can't cry when she wants to. a mother who often pms-es. a father, ok. true. a borther who treats his sister like shit. .__. i had enough. you know. so today. chelsea's mom tell chelsea can't go with avg class ppl. look down on us. fine la. im better thn chelsea right. .__. so. i went straight home. thn jason call me jio me go jp. i tell mom. she say no. fine la. i say wan go bowling. she say ok she bring me go. but in fact i jus wanna go out. so she said she wanna bring me go. i say nvm. mdmchng call ask me why nvr go. i say mother say i go out too much. gt wrong meh. she angry. kns la ok. you scared bobin sibo. siao eh. -___- " one day. im gonna leave this jail, maybe. collin was going too. .___. you spoiled my chance. you say i go out find boys. yala. all boys. i popular with boys can. boys are more awesome sometimes ok. and ytd i talk with collin manymany. ok collin. qiyi love you agn. i guess.
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im moodless. feel like crying. but no guts. cry. just. not. at. home. ... him. collin. you know. in the past. when he sees tht im on. he'll pm me. but now. fat hope. am i jus yr toy. only when you are bored you find me. hah. i guess. im giving up. ... fml. bye.
mhm.